Rebirth

Have you ever reached a point in life you know you are having a rebirth.

A rebirth within yourself that you know you need to have happen within you.  

This rebirth happens to everyone at least once in their life. 

This rebirth takes us to many places even to the deepest and darkest spots within ourselves that can help us grow and learn each and everyday about our dark truths.

The darkest spot that we always try to avoid everyday and would never make the effort to sit with  because it stairs the truth. 

This truth we never want to embrace because of hidden past or shames.

We are living in a time where everything is being shown up.  All that is in the dark is coming to the light and many including myself is beginning to question almost everything around us.

Over the past few years I have been having a awakening and this awakening has been very eye opening.  Many would say it opens us up to the truth and others will say it is just a clear wake up call for us to transform our lives.

These awakening can bring light to many situations especially those that we never want unfolding for us.

Over the past few years my life has been shaken up and each event that take place has really broken my heart in ways that I would never expect.

Honestly,  I can never look at anything the same again.  Everything has changed and everything is changing so drastically in both a good way and bad.

As things continue to unfold, what I am realizing is what I thought I wanted all along I no longer a  want of mine.  All that I dreamed of having is no longer a goal of mine and the people I use to look up to is not the ones I  envision myself becoming anymore.

My mindset has changed and with the change I will admit.   I have lost a few along the way, close friends, associates and maybe even family members.  They have either gone different paths or I just do not see eye to eye with them any longer.

It is all a part of life.  When I was younger I would remember one of my aunts who is no longer alive say everyone will leave you behind.  I even recall a associate from the past telling me this as well but now that something close to this is occurring I am realizing.  No one is leaving me  behind, I have moved on.

I no longer see any of this the same again.  I have learned that everyone has their own journey and mine is not to be followed the same as before.

For many years I have been the one who is always there but now I am never really around.  I protect my energy and continue avoiding all situations that is no longer me.  

It is like I do not even want to walk down or have a look at that road again.

It was a long road and I will admit there are times I question what direction I am really heading.  I am not 100 or even 75 percent certain what direction I am leading towards. But I do know I am heading somewhere I want to go for me.

Every day I am waking up with passion and a drive for life and not feeling like a zombie or robot that is just following a system put in place for me.

It was never a easy decision to make the choices I did but I had to stay to this and embrace this darkness I felt when I question myself about LIFE.

Because it is within all of those deep, dark energies I faced myself and realize.  I can no longer experience life the same.  I could no longer just go with the flow and tell myself everything was put in place already for all of this, I could not allow myself to fall into that trap AGAIN.

So, here I am doing what I love and taking everything one step at a time.  Embracing the uncertainty that what life is, awakening spiritually and  yes leaving behind the life I knew. 

All of this is for my future that God has been calling me towards for many years. I did not have a clear picture what it would have been and I still do not fully understand it.  But I know he has been pulling me away from the system  I was born into for many years and asking me to make changes.

He knew I was set out for much more than what I have been told and seen for many years.

I have seen the changes in life and seen how things will not be the same ever again.  But how we are allowing this new system to run our lives will tell us a lot about ourselves and our future generation.

In the next 10 years a lot will be changed drastically and I do believe things will be unrecognizable to the point we would never notice.

This is because we maybe to swoop in what OUR lives will be unfolding for us. 

As life unfolds let us really appreciate the moment we know all we have is now.  And really appreciate what life has presented to us because maybe very soon what we know will never be the same again for any of us.

If you are not satisfied with you life right now.  DO NOT WAIT.

Make all the necessary changes you know you have to, listen within really listen to your consciousness and follow that voice that is trying to tell you something.

It will not be a easy journey and you may lose a few along the way but really listen within and make all the necessary changes you know you need to today for your tomorrow.